Basically, I've stopped hanging out with everyone. I've stopped being sociable, stopped 'going out', whatever. I don't do it anymore for no particular reason. I just don't. Today my social interaction was limited to the people in my two tuesday classes, Mary, Christina (we went shopping for food), Emi sort of (we don't really talk much but it counts), and Eric (because he showed up at the room twice).
I just don't want to be a part of the rancor. It doesn't seem like anyone cares, so why should I? They don't miss me,
I can't say that I don't miss them but I couldn't live with the tension. Maybe it's clearing up. I don't hate anyone, no, I love them all. I'm just staying in. I need to clean anyways, right?
That's what I've been doing. Cleaning and smoking and playing mandolin and learning russian. Which is very hard.
Speaking of which, I should probably do one of those now. I'll leave it up to you, the reader, of which maybe one exsists, to decide which I end up doing for yourself.
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I guess thats better then trying to talk to people and being sociable, to no avail
that last coment was from me, but somehow i logged in as a different michael?
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