A Day in Reverse and Thoughts Forwards

I'll start off with what I just ate.
That being plums with shredded mozzarella, cayenne pepper, parsley and cinnamon over pasta. It was really really good. Cigarette good but I'm stuck for the night.
Before that I uploaded songs ot the computer, put away clothes and books I brought back.
Before that I took a shower.
Before that I saw everyone in the elevator.
Before that I got off the train.
Before that I spent some time with my family.
Before that I screwed my boyfriend in the back of his car in a cemetary when we realized I wasn't bleeding from the crotch.
Before that I got picked up from the train station by Kyle (my boyfriend).
Before that I got on an early train.
Before that I was let out of class early because of a fire drill.
Before that I barely made it to class.
Before that I didn't want to get out of bed.
Before that it was a pity part in Michael's room and many comforts.
Before that it was my third period in 7 weeks.
Before that Mary didn't get called by anyone and that was depressing.
Before that Matthew tried to get me to drink with him.
Before that I felt funny during the acting thing.

This is how my day got progressively better.
Just flip it upside down.
Thoughts? I want to be able to sleep.
Also! I feel like I need to take care of Mary, but at the same time I already was a hermit and am sick of that.
Also! I want to be social, because I miss people.
Also! I saw my picture in an ad in a mall.
Also! I love Kyle. He makes me go from horrible to ownderful in minutes, and then we can do other things besides mope.